days where I have always seen smiling despite the tears trickled from my deepest heart
I just do not want to being alone
rather fear for being alone
walk alone without a clear direction and goals
I've tried to say what I think
complained about the anger and tears
just want to make you understand
that a human heart is susceptible
vulnerable to hurt
Unplug everything you've ever said
threat to split familiar in my ears
but still just a blank stare is always visible from inside my eyeballs
a moment after you said it
whether because of love, or because I'm stupid
I finally realized
love is never updated
gradually will only become a enslavement
where your hand will always assume
without ever once in a while carrying
Life is a choice
if the changes you want
then be prepared to perform the movement
sometimes we have to look the back of people we love
before getting a smiles from people who love us
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