Goodbye my love

This body may have become accustomed to not meet
and you know, it does not happen in our hearts
because our hearts are never missed even a day to meet
Initially it's just a seed, small seed

However we often watered with the tears of joy
nurture it with patience
warm it with love, when the cold stabbed
and protect its vulnerable body with compassion

now those seeds have been enlarged
rooted down into the recesses of my heart
you know doesn't easy if I wanted to take it off
to remove the tree from my heart, down to its roots

but somehow you force me
you pull it out by force and make it disappear
only the roots left in my heart
and I'll clean it up before it became rotten

goodbye my love, thanks for all of the sweet memories with you

we always love you, my body, my mind, my heart...

Selfishness

 
Selfishness denotes an excessive or exclusive concern with oneself, and as such it exceeds mere self interest or self concern. Insofar as a decision maker knowingly burdens or harms others for personal gain, the decision is selfish. In contrast, self-interest is more general. Self-interest is merely including one's own needs and desires in the schema of priorities #wikipedia

My Awaited Goddess

I have long waited for you, goddess
and finally God brought us together
my eyes can't ever see your beautiful actually
but the heart never told me a lie

Shows me where my heart should be anchored
after all this time exploring the ocean
I have loved you from the first to know
somehow, every day that love getting bigger and bigger

You proved that your love is the greatest
accept me, no strings attached
though I've made a mistake
you forgive me even though it's hard to be forgiven

Your eyes, your nose, your ears, your voice
things that always make me miss you
I feel like a complete man beside you
honey, if I can fly
I would have circled the world because of this feeling

Stay, stay with me
I know I can't without you
I want smile up from your lips
and laughs, always loud in my ears every day
I will not let anyone hurt you, including myself

Complete Lyrics " Lagu Indonesia Raya "

 
PART 1
 
Indonesia tanah airku,
Tanah tumpah darahku.
Di sanalah aku berdiri,
Jadi pandu ibuku.
Indonesia kebangsaanku,
Bangsa dan tanah airku,
Marilah kita berseru,
Indonesia bersatu!
Hiduplah tanahku, Hiduplah neg’riku,
Bangsaku, Rakyatku, semuanya,
Bangunlah jiwanya,
 Bangunlah badannya,
Untuk Indonesia Raya.

PART 2

Indonesia, tanah yang mulia,
Tanah kita yang kaya.
Di sanalah aku berdiri,
Untuk s’lama-lamanya.
Indonesia, tanah pusaka,
P’saka kita semuanya,
Marilah kita mendoa,
Indonesia bahagia.
Suburlah tanahnya,
Suburlah jiwanya,
Bangsanya, Rakyatnya, semuanya!
Sadarlah hatinya,
Sadarlah budinya,
Untuk Indonesia Raya.

PART 3

Indonesia, tanah yang suci,
Tanah kita yang sakti,
Di sanalah aku berdiri,
N’jaga ibu sejati.
Indonesia, tanah berseri,
Tanah yang aku sayangi,
Marilah kita berjanji,
Indonesia abadi.
S’lamatlah rakyatnya,
 S’lamatlah putranya,
Pulaunya, lautnya, semuanya,
Majulah Neg’rinya, 
Majulah pandunya,
Untuk Indonesia Raya.


REFF

Indonesia Raya!
Merdeka! Merdeka!
Tanahku, neg’riku yang kucinta!
Indonesia Raya!
Merdeka! Merdeka!
Hiduplah Indonesia Raya!

Life Is a Choice

Sometimes I feel worried about tomorrow
days where I have always seen smiling despite the tears trickled from my deepest heart
I just do not want to being alone
rather fear for being alone
walk alone without a clear direction and goals


I've tried to say what I think
complained about the anger and tears
just want to make you understand
that a human heart is susceptible
vulnerable to hurt

Unplug everything you've ever said
threat to split familiar in my ears
but still just a blank stare is always visible from inside my eyeballs
a moment after you said it
whether because of love, or because I'm stupid

I finally realized
love is never updated
gradually will only become a enslavement
where your hand will always assume
without ever once in a while carrying

Life is a choice
if the changes you want
then be prepared to perform the movement
sometimes we have to look the back of people we love
before getting a smiles from people who love us